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i'm staying. i'm having a baby. this means its over for sure and i'll never get to go back. i always try to weigh the positives and negatives and now those days are over. i know where the majority of the pros are and i'll never get them back. i try to see the efforts but the outcomes are so minimal. why? he tells me he does...but does he really. maybe he just thinks he does. maybe i just think i do. either way. this is my life. i'll keep making the best of it. always hoping he'll learn new things. i always thought that expressing feelings came naturally. i guess he has to keep trying. i'll just sit back and keep pleasing myself. he'll come around. meanwhile, i'll be sharing my life with someone who i know will always love me more than anyone else in the world. no matter what. you are going to make someone the happiest girl in the world someday
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[15 Aug 2004|08:29pm] |
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wow i snuck out last night, what a rebel huh? haha it was awsome...i just got out of work...im bored. hang out w/ me will u?
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[26 Jul 2004|09:00pm] |
i dont know why im updating because i dont even like livejournal...but yea i went to maine for the weekend...smashed my lip twice on the handle of the jetski then went flying off of it w/ kayla. that was fun. had fat lips for the day. haha this morning i worked 10-3 which were good hours to work. then i went to sean's :-) then picked kayla up from work. then sean came over :-) (sean, twice in one day, WOO WOO!) ...yea your jealous. but now its 9 and im really tired cuz he wore me out. i want to go to bed but then again i dont because my parents are gone till tomorrow night and i can go online. but whatever im going to bed....ill come on tomorrow
<3 bry
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[17 Jul 2004|05:57pm] |
thats what this shindig is called i guess. tiff and raeanne just got here. but yea im at em's for the day ive been here a long time but ive enjoyed it. her cousin sam is really cool and sam's sister. im sleepin over. i really want to take her to see napoleon dynamite cuz its so funny. but later we're watchin the butterfly effect. i start work again tomorrow. which sucks...but at least i get good hours next week. we visited katie and keith at kfc then we visited mal at dunkins. we're having girls night next friday. after i go to my shop party. which im sure will be a blast. yesterday i spent the day with sean. it was amazing. i love him so much. but yea im gonna go cuz im tired of typing.
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[12 Jul 2004|11:47am] |
im finally updating....i have mono. ya it sucks. and i havent been able to go out much. but i think its almost gone cuz i feel better. ive been seeing sean alot which is awsome. i gave him my heart :-) my family went to six flags w/out me today. oh well. i like it better with them not being home haha i cant go on the internet till i fix my computer so i might do that today. my mom prob wont be happy if she finds out that i was on her laptop today. im going to the pheasant lane mall in a bit to get emily's bday present. her bday is wed. so make sure you say happy birthday to her. we went on a road trip last week to maine which was fun. shes taking me to a spinners game on wed. after i go w/ jackie to get her hair dressing license. i dont feel like writing much because usually when entries are too long no one reads them haha so im done
lata <3 bry
hey!you! call me 978-319-2655
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[19 Jun 2004|11:04pm] |
here's how i sex...
yea baby haha im so gay...today at work i made $5. wanna know how? i wore big goofy glasses with tape in the middle for 4 straight hours hahaha whatever i needed some money. for my one hour lunch that i had today i went to emilys cuz her fam was celebratin her brothers graduation. i scoached some food/cake it was good stuff. then i got the wicked funny pics developed from the little dance party we had. maybe ill put one in here sometime. haha im crazy. yesterday was fun. went with sean so he could get a shot. i was gonna hold his hand but i didnt want to embarrass him. the nurse said he had "tuff" skin ha then i had a docs appt. then i went to his show in salem...but me and jackie left early so i didnt get to see him play :-( maybe next time. im done updating
lata <3 bry
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i failed my certification test :-( so im back to the books while everyone else is relaxing in shop doing nothing. i want school to be over!...i better see sean tonight. <3
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[07 Jun 2004|01:30pm] |
i dont want to work today. even if it is only for 3 hours. i have to take a big test tomorrow. hopefully i pass it. it'll suck real bad if i dont. the rest of this week is going to be so easy. thank god im in shop. i cant take too much more of school. summer needs to come fast. summer is going to consist of...
blue man group
mama mia
washington dc
maine
skinny dippin
sean
emily
sean's cousins in nh
grandparents in nh
BEACH!
6 flags
canobie
EVERYTHING!!
man i cant wait! i gotta get my car fixed real soon so i can take it on the highway
lata <3 bry
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[28 May 2004|10:39am] |
yea so im at internet connections right now on a field trip. i suck at video games and they frustrate me so i dont feel like playing them. me and stacey played need for speed and she got 6800pts and i got 500 so i gave up haha people should come online and talk to me. i wish i brought my cds with me but i left them w/ danny in shop. he better take good care of them. im getting dismissed right when i get back to school so i can go pretty myself up for the prom tonight! i just tried bawls...the drink that the kids in my shop are like obsessed with. and it wasnt as good as they make it sound...at all. man i havent even been here for an hour and im bored. i wish i didnt suck so much at playing video games. i just cant wait for after school. i want to see sean.
<3 bry
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[26 May 2004|12:04pm] |
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2 days till the senior prom and an amazing weekend...im pumped!
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[24 May 2004|01:53pm] |
10 mins left till i get out of school. i can finally drive to school...its about time. i have to work today which sucks. hopefully i get to see sean after. i got me and kev's prom pictures back today, they look awsome! i still feel wicked shitty cuz of my alergies. i just want to go home! senior prom is friday! i cant wait.me and sean are gonna look so snazzy. he got me something :-D this whole weekend is gonna be amazing. saturday seans taking me to a cookout in new hampshire then sunday we're going to the beach. i have a feeling this week is gonna go by slow
lata <3 bry
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[13 May 2004|09:51am] |
Sex: girl
Cherry or apple?: Cherry
Single? Nope
What do you prefer, Sex or Make love: def making love
Are you a virgin? yea
Do you wear pajamas or sleep in the nude? summer-nude; winter-pajamas
Candles or incense? candles
Car or truck? i like trucks, if i could afford one id have one...but i do like the backseat of cars ;-)
Music? right now...postal service
Laugh or cry at a funeral? cry obviously, i cry just watching someone else cry
Do you believe in chain letters? whoever does is gay (does that make sense)
Do you sleep with your stuffed animal? i dont have one
Do you love anyone? sean
Obsession? music and /|\
How often do you clean your room? not that often haha it has to get REAL dirty or if im having people over
Sexiest person you know: me haha jk...sean obv
What do you wanna name your kids?: no idea but they gotta be cute names..maybe original too
Is Vanilla Ice cool or does he still suck? um mikey p steals his quotes so i guess hes cool
Favorite cartoon?: my brother ha
Rather be a Smurf or Scooby Doo? scooby doo
Tyra Banks or Mya? tyra banks
Where are your piercings? ears
Drugs? nah
Jerry Springer or Ricki Lake?: both gay
Have you got any pets? dog, gecko, hermit crab..i think thats it
Brownies or cupcakes? brownies from emily on mondays ha
Cat-person or dog-person? dog
What's better, bass or guitar? guitar but both real cool
Is your writing messy or neat? messy
Where do you want to live? best place in the world, whereever that is
How many kids do you want? 3 (at least 2)
Habla espanol? si (um not really)
Does anyone owe you money? yea, kayla owes me $50 i know that much
Are you happy or sad right now? happy but tired
Would you rather smoke two joints or do your homework? smoke 2 joints haha
How's school? same as it is everyday...GAY
What do you want to be when you grow up? i dont know but i want to make lots of money and wear a suit
Do you go to church?: nope
What do you do when your bored? sleep i guess
Beavis or Butt-head? um...
Book or magazine? magazine
Ever seen a ghost? no
Do you believe in witchcraft? uh no
Do you sleep with the music on? yup every night
King Of The Hill or The Simpsons? the simpsons
Do women suck? yeah, all girls think girls suck...i know. its weird
Ever been arrested? no
Mad TV or Mad Magazine? mad tv
Steak or salad? both...im fat
Craziest thing you've ever done: do you really want to know?
What's the band you hate the most? i dont like simple plan
Worst TV show? who wants to be a millionaire
Have you ever cheated on someone? no
Have you ever been cheated on? yeah
Beer or wine?: beer
Favorite book: perks of being a wallflower
Favorite number(s): 10
"Haha" or "hehe"? haha thats a dumb question
Bright or dark?: dark
Favorite radio station(s): 101.7
Is it a...? new: gay question? yeah it is
If you had the chance to be on Titanic knowing it was gonna sink, would you still go? eh sure
If you could have $100,000,000 or love, what would you have? love w/ a rich guy ha
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just got back from dunkins! good lunch ha parked in the first teacher parking spot...pretty sweet. seans after school. that'll be sweet too
lata <3 bry
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school is boring but at least im not doing work. all we've been doing all day is looking at yearbooks which is pretty cool...people are funny lookin. i went to subway for lunch. sean burned me cds. im workin 3-6 today then prob hanging w/ sean
lata <3 bry
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